Can we say "A Little Stalker-ish?!"

You know, I really don’t mind that I have readers. That I actually do have readers is quite surprising. It’s not like what I have to say most of the time is worthy reading. Mostly this blog is just a place for me to purge what is inside of my dome. Which in comparison to what is inside my head, this blog doesn’t even begin to reflect an 1/8th of what is in there! Y’all should be grateful that I have not subjected you to ALL of what is in this head of mine!

However, there is something that I do need to share. Only because it does have me a bit concerned. Once I talk about this, I will not talk about it anymore. This blog is not about who or what I am about to talk about, and after this, it will be no more.

There is a man who my best friend had gotten involved with. It turned out that it was something that just was not going to work out. This man agreed to be nothing more than just friends. However, whenever he talked to her or even text her, he always threw in “my friend”. It was like he was throwing it in her face in a very sarcastic way. Then he’d send her e-mails trying to turn the whole situation around and try to place the blame on her that it wasn’t working out. But what gets me about this all, is that he has told her numerous times that he’d never bug her again, that this was it and to have a nice life or what not. Yet the next day it would start all over again. He just can’t let it go. He keeps harping on the whole thing.

So what does this have to do with me and my blog? Well, he had found my blog through her website that she has. He had read it a few times before he met me. Then I noticed after he met me he would visit my blog quite often. Now it’s gotten to the point to where he has been to my blog on numerous occasions up to 3 times a day. This was right around the time that Wenchy’s grandfather passed away. I’m sure for those of you who do actually read these ramblings of mine, you know that I am talking about Mr. Anonymous.

But what I don’t get is, why is he still reading my blog? EVERY. FUCKING. DAY. And not just once, but twice!

What is it that he thinks he is getting out of reading my blog? Is he just waiting to see when I will talk about him again?

(Well, okay. You got your two posts in the past two days. Yeah, I know you aren’t so simple that you can’t figure them out.)

But other than that, what else could it be? I mean, com’mon! As much as TWO times a day! I just don’t get it. To me it seems a bit stalker-ish. I mean, he really has no reason to read this blog, the only reason why he did is because he found it on my best friend’s website.

Though why anyone would read their girlfriend’s best friends blog anyway in the first place, I just don’t get. It’s almost like they are trying to find a way in. Trying to gather any kind of information anyway they can, even if it means TRYING to get to know their best friend. I mean com’mon. Trying to get to know the best friend? Why don’t you just ask me directly if you can kiss my ass. You’re not impressing me. If anything, you are showing me that you are trying too hard to impress me. I guess it’s hard to be yourself if you don’t know how.

(Well, you are no longer seeing my best friend and there is no reason why you need to read my blog anymore. And yeah, I do know when you visit my blog, and how many times. What the fuck did you take me for, some kind of dumb ass?!? Wrong again. Don’t ever underestimate me. I see and know more than you could ever imagine.)

Anyway, I just had to get this all out of my head. Now that I have, I feel purged. My aura doesn’t feel so dirty anymore. Aaaah! Feels great. Call it Spring cleaning! :o)